Friday, June 15, 2007

Deception??

Have you ever been confused?
You can’t even tell the truth from the false.

Have you ever found yourself deceived?
For something so beautiful, you find yourself hiding from the truth.

Because I have…
And the place it took me… cost me more than what I imagined.

Smart I thought I was,
Brave to think that I was prepared and ready for what ever was ahead of me,
Cautious in every move I make, always trying to be a step ahead,
Isn’t it funny that this is the place I land on?

I wonder...
Why did you hang around for such a long time?
Why did you try so hard to convince me of those you spoke of?
But if there’s one thing that lingers in my head,
Is why did you put so much effort to convince me that I was the one you treasured,
But haven’t got the will to explain yourself given the situation you were faced with…

I’m not sad because of what I found out,
Just disappointed because, what I was afraid to be true is indeed real,
Because at the very moment when I needed to be convinced most,
You choose to only hide and be silent…

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Lesson learned


I choose not to trust for reasons that has repeatedly proven itself,
Over and over again it's taken for granted and later left broken.

I've heard promises.. some so sweet I hardly could resist,
Some so convincing and some even swept me off my feet,
But none spoke of the truth and none actually saw it through.

This is what i believe in, and what i try to hold to...
But the fact is i'm just a girl, and perfect i am not,
Slow but soon I may fall and learn to trust again,
Bacause deep in my heart like any other girl thats what i'd like to do,
I'd like to fall and trust again and give the best of me to one who cares...

For all that I've walked through...
I only hope that there wont be another...
Though without them i wouldnt have learned..
And wouldn't have treasured one of the sweetest gift God has granted us with...