Tuesday, December 26, 2006

Safe & whole

I guess there's a reason for each emotion... anger, sad, happy, excitement, disappointment, you name it... i'm sure we've all experienced it. Somehow tears seems to be the most common expression for all these emotion.... (girls that is, boys i'm not sure of) each emotion gives different impacts and each has it own way of marking our lives... well atleast that is how it is in my life.

Tears strikes me today... for two different reasons, sad & disappointment. No doubt life is great and i'm very much happy and thankful for each gift and blessing that god has grant me with, but somehow some thoughts pass by my mind and these emotion were those that came along with it.

God is great ... yes i know. God gives me everything i want & need. God takes away everything if he wants to. God loves me for who i really am because only HE knows everything about me, and hopefully fogives me for sins that i sincerely regret. God is the only one who gives me peace in my mind and heart. goodness me, i know but how come i don't act like i do.

"Others will break your heart,

Leave you strended and break you apart,

God heals your soul,

And keep you safe & whole..."

Friday, December 01, 2006

fugly...

What do i know!!!! I guess u r right hanin!! I dont want that fugly old thing... i've thought about it and i know that it was just a one of those stupid things you do for no reason at all.

What was i thinking... god loves me still and i know that because he has taken away something from me and saved me from getting my self in a messy & fugly situation.. it doesnt hurt all that much but it does sort of buzzed me though. What ever it is... I'm happy i can think straight now...and i know that all this is for the better...